Chapter 30

Today beings a new chapter in my life. And that would happen to be Chapter 30. GOODBYE 20's HELLO 30's!!! I used to be sad about turning 30 and leaving my young 20 something life behind.. My 20's was filled with college, sorority parties, bartending, grad school, and meeting the love of my life!!! I used to be sad thinking that I was leaving my youth behind that turning 30 would mean I was old...

When I think about tunring 30 now I think about the amazing things my 30's will hold... I met the love of my life in my 20's! In my 30's I have lots to look forward to.. Getting married, having babies, traveling, and continuing to grow with the Brian, the love of my life, for the rest of our lives!!

So HAPPY 30th BIRTHDAY to me!!!! May my 30's be all I have ever dreamed!

Approaching the big 3 - 0

In a few months I am going to be thirty. There, i said it. I said it and I got it out of the way. This is something that I have been struggling alot with lately!! When I turned 29 I had a little bit of a meltdown becuase I couldn't believe I finally hit the last year in my 20's!! and that was a BIG deal to me!! I called it my early life crisis....I just always figured I'd be alot further along in my life then where I am now.. I thought I'd be in a better job making a TON of money(but don't we all?), I thought I'd be married, and have atleast 1 kid.

But as I stop and think about it I am really happy!! I have a great home on the beach, wonderful friends, a great family, a beautiful puppy, and an amazing man that loves me with all of his heart!! What more could a girl ask for? I think about it and have come to see that I am very lucky, luckier then some people and I should be very thankful for that!!

As I stop and think about turning 3o in March and I think about all the good things I have to look forward to and I smile!! I smile because I know that my 30th Birthday is going to kick off the rest of my life and happiness I have to look forward to... Brian and I have been talking more and more about getting engaged which is very exciting for me.. My 30's are hopefully going to bring me an engagement, a marriage, kids, and continued happiness!!

So I need to stop look at 30 as being old, I need to stop looking back at my 20's and being sad about everything I did and had. I need to focus on my 30's and all the good things I have to look forward to - cause I certainly have a ton to look forward to and that makes me happy and excitied!!

Happy Birthday Baby

**HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN**

At 10:33 am the love of my life was born.... I thank god every day for bringing him in to my life~

Happy Birthday Baby, enjoy your day!!!! I love you!!

Happy Birthday to Me and a Giveaway

Happy Birthday to me!

I do have to work today but will be celebrating with Brian later on tonight! We will be going to a nice dinner together!! So I'm looking forward to that...

Now for a Giveaway ........

You have 2 chances to win - if you can guess the exact time I was born I'll send you a surprise..... AND if you can guess how much I weighed when I was born I'll send you a surprise.....

Happy Guessing!!!