Friday, December 5, 2008

Stressed, Emotional Mess



I am finding myself a stressed, emotional mess lately! Did you ever feel lost? Or Feel like you were drowning and barely able to come up for air? That's how I feel recently!!
I have insomnia which isn't helping with the situation! I find myself sitting up at night thinking about the things I have to do! Doesn't God know this isn't good for a girl with crazy anxiety issues!!! Sheesh.....
And to top it all off, me, the Christmas Queen.. Queen of getting it all done early.. Queen of always getting the perfect gifts, hasn't done a thing.. Well only 1 thing.. Usually I'm done by now!! I've just had so much on my plate right now.... I've been thinking about what to do and what to get but I'm blank... Hopefully the gift Gods can come down and help me out this year!! Maybe after Brian and I put up our Christmas tree this weekend I'll feel better.. Cause I love Christmas and being in a Jolly Good Mood!!!

18 comments:

Auburn Kat said...

I know exactly how you feel. I've been stressed and emotional lately too. i just feel like I'm never going to feel settled with my life. It seems like every year I'm moving or a major change is happening in my life. Plus, my health has not been good as you know and it's really starting to get me down.

Hang in there! I have a feeling once you put up the Christmas tree you will feel a lot better!

Lori said...

hope it passes soon. try making a list of the things you have to do, then order them... it may help to organize it on paper and get it out of your head

also remember that you don't have to be perfect... you just have to be you

Ashley said...

I feel like I'm not getting done what I'd like to get done as well.

Let's hope things start looking up.

I want to be more organized!!

EP said...

Deep breaths, lady. Being stressed is NO fun and putting more pressure on yourself isn't going to help out. At least it's Friday. Hopefully you can knock some of the to-dos off this weekend, right? *hugs*

Danielle said...

awe! I feel ya. Talk to you today...try to relax...I know easier said than done.

melanie said...

I am feeling the exact same way. I usually love this time of year. But instead I feel sad, lost and depressed.

((((hugs))))

Tess said...

I am the EXACT same way! Christmas is way more stressful this year and to add to it, Im going to make some career changes starting next year. Im hoping that things will settle down closer to Christmas cause I do love this holiday!

Christy said...

I am sorry friend. I hope you're feeling better soon. Thinking of you...

Matt said...

Stress is the number one reason why I drink alcohol.

Amanda. said...

Aw. Hang in there. I
sometimes feel like
that. (A little bit
more recently) But
it WILL get better.
Promise you this.

Also...I'm a Christmas
Princess. But this
year...I've been a
Christmas slacker.
Ughh. We need to kick
ourselves in the butt
and get a move on!

Smooooch.

Jessica said...

I feel the same way right now! I hate it...and I'm not done my Christmas shopping either, and that's another thing stressing me out.

Here's to a relaxing weekend!

Steph said...

Try not to stress. Everything will work out in the end! I have been there many times (in fact, just last year). Hopefully the tree helps. Sorry to hear you are feeling like this.

Louise said...

(((((HUGS))))

Katelin said...

i definitely felt like that for a while. it's okay to feel a little stressed out and i'm sure you will get all of your shopping done soon enough. woo.

hope you have a fabulous, stress free, sleepful weekend! :)

Anna said...

Just take a deep breath and try to take one day at a time!

Sending hugs!!

Mama Smurf said...

I'm right there with you babe! Hang in there!

Pam said...

I'm with you- I am so over stressed right now- I feel like someone is sitting on my chest.

Andrea said...

I know...I feel like Christmas is so rushed and busy sometimes. I like to get it all done ahead of time too!!