Friday, January 2, 2009

Just Some Thoughts


I have been sooooo crazy busy lately I have had not time to blog! (and I wonder why I'm super stressed out!?! Blogging truly is my outlet and my sanity) Hopefully when my life starts up and I will get on a routine and start to feel normal again!


Anyway, I have been preparing to start the new job on Monday the 5th and I've trying to relax and do the things I need to before my vacation ends.



Today I cleaned out my old classroom... As a teacher, it is sooooooo crazy how much stuff you accumulate each year!! Books, folders full of papers, pictures, games, ect.. I could keep going and going and going.... But I finally got it all done after spending the day there!!! I was dreading that.. I guess because it really made it official.. That is no longer my job, my home, my comfort zone.. I am now forced to be a grown-up all over again and move forward with my life...



Though I look forward to getting comfortable and used to my new job I have nothing but axious feelings and thoughts. I ask myself, "will i be good at it? good like my old job? will i fit in? will i make friends, will people like me? will I hate it? what do i do if i hate it?"



I guess this is natural....I'm just hoping, I guess, for a great, new start!! I've been thinking about my future as this New Year begins and I really want this to be my year! I want to be happy, and healthy and get all of the things I deserve!! Cause I deserve it all!!! I think I need to tell myself that a little more often!! Maybe I'll start to believe it!!!

12 comments:

rachel said...

you are going to be AMAZING. good luck girl, you DO deserve this!! xoxo

Lori said...

put your mind to it and you will do great... just remember change is a good thing

Pam said...

I know you will be great at the new job and they will love you- you are a great person. This is going to be your year!

Andrea said...

I'm sure you'll be wonderful at your new job!!! :) And yeah....blogging is one of my outlet for stress too!

MarvelousMOM said...

You do need to tell yourself that more often if you don't believe it! This change will be good for you and you will do an awesome job.

Auburn Kat said...

You do deserve it all!

Best of luck with the new job! =)

Ashley said...

You totally got it.

You will rock. :)

La Petite Belle said...

Of course you will rock. I know you will, and it's perfectly normal to be afraid, I am afraid too, everytime something changes in my life, but without taking risks we'll never know, so we have to keep going.

EP said...

I think the questioning before you start a new job is natural. You're going to be WONDERFUL at it, so you don't need to stress. *hugs*

Enjoy your last weekend of freedom!

Mama Smurf said...

How could they NOT love you!? The uncertainty of change is nerve wracking but I'm sure it'll all work out great once you get used to the change.

Hip Mom's Guide said...

Go get 'em!

LibbieLou said...

Goodluck!